Comet ISON holds 4 million years of memory in its ice body that has been a part of the boundary between our inner and outer Solar System since the beginning of creation. The symbolic meaning for ice is frozen consciousness. When ice hits fire it melts bringing forth a new consciousness on earth.
Think about this bio-spiritual integration that has been waiting 4 million years to pour down upon us at this time in the constellation of Sagittarius. This is going to prove to be a major awakening for all of us walking on the earth at this time. To enhance this experience for yourself it would be a good idea for you to see where Sagittarius is in your chart. Remember, Sagittarius is all about higher knowledge and this bio-spiritual integration will take place in that area of your consciousness.
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The Sun moved into Scorpio on the 22nd of October at 11:11am … quite an auspicious time, with due respect to Scorpio it wouldn’t be any different. It joins up with Saturn and Mercury retrograde in Scorpio bringing us to a knowing that it is time to live from the inside out.
We must consider that Saturn in Scorpio is teaching us to take dominion over our shadow side. Remember everything we resist experiencing gets placed in the shadow to be dealt with at a later date. That later date is now! This is why so many of us are having familiar experiences; if so you are in the right place at the right time.
The Sun being in Scorpio will flash a light on what needs attention at this time. When we live under the Scorpio Sun we are to look at the concepts of desire and transformation. The concept of desire always leads us to a block that has to be transformed before receiving what our desire has intended. Often we give up and in doing so we place the unfulfilled desire in our shadow side. Saturn’s job right now is to teach us what is necessary to get out of resistance accept the block, and transform the desire back to consciousness in order to manifest! When we accept Saturn as our teacher we get receive the reward.
Mercury retrograde in Scorpio opens up a pathway to express the deeper side of our unspoken world. Take a chance this month to use the transformational power of Scorpio to unleash and set your shadow free. Let Mercury’s curiosity do research in the caverns of your inner world to discover unexpressed desires you have hidden from yourself and let the transformational power of Scorpio set you free.
The eclipse is asking you to be aware of where you were 19 years ago, 1994, what were your desires and what was transforming.
There are many planets going out of retrograde and Jupiter going into retrograde all within 10 days of each other, this combined with the solar rays and super sensitivity makes for an up-grade in our DNA and an opening to new soul codes.
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My big word for today: Freedom. Feeling frustration with the choices I’ve made that I imagine limit my freedom. Curious what Beatrex has to say about what freedom means in the 4D/5D world. Why do I imagine that freedom will lead to loss and lack of love? This feels like a big piece coming up for healing and new perspective.
In Numerology Freedom is a 2/5/7…this is quite interesting to me. The number 2 in the spiritual indicates that freedom must be inspired by your spiritual nature and is influenced by balance. In other words freedom comes to those who do not allow themselves to be polarized by judgment. Harmony is the spiritual nature of freedom.
Mentally Freedom is a 5, this is the number of action, motion, variety, change, and expansion. “When one’s mind is expanded it is a free mind.” A free mind is not stuck—it is open and willing to change on a dime because it is free.
Physically the number is a 7. Seven is the number of the mind when it is its higher levels of intelligence because it can see the bigger picture. Knowledge is acquired in the physical when a lesson is experienced. This intelligence can look at options and can make choices knowing full well that in a state of freedom choices and options never stop.
4+5D requires us to accept freedom as a choice. 3D Freedom brings on resistance and a feeling of limitation which requires rebellion in order to make freedom happen. Rebellion leads to regret, self-doubt, and discouragement—all 3D Soul Suffering States of Being that are becoming extinct. If you look at the “Five Steps to Freedom” on page 42 in your Moon Book you will see these words with spaces to write away your perceived blocks to freedom from a 3D point of view.
Last but not least 4+5D freedom is freedom from judgment. Freedom from the need to be right. Freedom from your perception of the past and freedom from your perception of the future. Freedom lives in the now! The ticket to the now is acceptance!
A geometric form is a boundary of awareness necessary for self-definition on a dimensional level. When we build our own geometric form, we assign energy to a boundary specific to our need in the moment.
Before meditating or entering an altered state, it is a good idea to build a geometric form. Simply close your eyes and image before your eyes a geometric form. You may see the form, sense the form or hear the form depending on your primary mode of entering the creative world. Once you have determined for yourself what the form is, begin tracing it with your eyes, moving around the form. Your form may change shapes or dimensions; simply allow it to take its shape.
Once the boundary of the form has locked into shape, begin to have your geometric form whirl around your entire body, starting at the top of your head until it hits the bottom of your feet. Then send your form to the center of the earth to connect with the Great Mother. Once you have connected to her, bring your geometric form back to your feet and blow into it until it is as big as you are.
Now step inside your form and meditate. It is time to set and protect your boundaries before you meditate. You are about to advance to a new level and require more protection when you are in an altered state.
We must come to the understanding that polarized energies are no longer valid. Now is the time to realign our polarities into duality and discover the validity of complementary energy fields. If you stay polarized, separation will occur and you may feel quite alone. The either-or game is no longer appropriate; it promotes vacillation that postpones life.
The key is to find where opposites can work together, rather than believing that you have to choose one or the other. Discover where you have strayed too far to the left or too far to the right in any situation and learn how both sides can serve you.
Remember, if you are only using one side of any equation there is an imbalance and you begin to justify your position from a place of righteousness. Righteousness is a judgment that makes the side you didn’t choose wrong. Making any side wrong creates polarity. The resulting separation keeps you in a space where you are defined by your position rather than your choice. Being on one side of any equation creates an imbalance. Look to see how your opposites can work as complements. Working with both sides asks you to expand, supersede and include rather than separate.
Learn to take advantage of the best of both worlds. This is duality. Duality is when opposites come together and work as a team. Teamwork and partnership are the keys to successful living.
The De-Polarization of Trauma
All Behavior Has Purpose … it is our unconscious software that runs us. Often we are unaware of the motivation behind our behavior. Looking beneath the surface in order to know ourselves on a deeper level releases us from repeating circumstances that hound us and bring us suffering.
Remember, anything we can’t deal with in the conscious world gets stored beneath the surface in a place that is called the shadow self. The shadow-self stores our unexpressed feelings and experiences. It then continues to repeat the events back to us over and over again, like a broken record, until it becomes obvious to the conscious mind.
It is now time to recognize and to become aware of the motivation underlying your behavior. Often this becomes difficult because of the amount of storage held beneath the surface. Begin by becoming aware of what stories you tell about yourself over and over again. The older the story, the bigger the storage. Write down the story and tell it to yourself…out loud. Then ask yourself how this story or theme has repeated itself over and over again. Ask yourself, what is the wisdom behind this repeated event, theme or story? In other words, what did I miss or what did I forget to learn from this experience?
If you are needing to go deeper to access your underworld, your shadow self, write down a list of what you hate or judge on a continual basis. Say the list out loud and then ask yourself what story goes with the judgment or feeling of hate. This will get you to your underworld. You will become more aware of yourself and begin to release storage that keeps you from utilizing your full power in the present moment.
Judgment is part of the earth plane experience. As long as we live in a polarized world, there will be judgment. As a matter of fact, we need judgment on many occasions. For example, when we walk across the street and a truck is coming, it is judgment that keeps us from crossing the street in that moment.
We get in trouble with judgment when we look for agreement from others to prove our rightness. When we gather up a load of similar opinions on any subject that we judge, we are creating a false perception of safety. Investment in our judgment gives us “permission” to project it onto others in order to justify our position. When we invest in our judgment, we disallow the magnificence of the moment and lose what life brings us in the form of experience.
Spend time today and examine where your judgments are keeping you from living life. Where are you invested in being right and searching for opinions to back up your position? Simply know what feels right to you and move on. There is no need to prove your position. Remember: you are not your mind, you are your experience. Write down your judgments and see where you are projecting them. Remember: whatever you judge you are, you fear or you lack.
Dance is the art form of life, and music is the art form of sound. When you dance and make music you connect to the art of living. Symbolically speaking, the dancer is the one who masters the physical plane through flow, action, movement and balance. Dancing is an expression of joy and resets your cells to accept the concept that life can be happy, joyful, playful and blissful.
If you are reading this today, it is time to take a break. Turn on your music and dance around your house singing your favorite song. Then expect a breakthrough to happiness!!!
Our ego needs a story in order to stay alive. Our ego feeds on stories to justify our existence or our position (our need to be right). When we are stuck in our story, it is a sign that we are not learning from our life. Every time we tell a repeated story, we are being shown what we forgot to learn. Repeating a story keeps us in our history. Our history (story) is un-experienced data that is doomed to repeat itself, thus providing for us repeated circumstances that the ego uses to further justify its stuckness. Our story keeps us in yesterday and freeze frames our life, thus postponing our soul‘s purpose: to experience. When we get the message behind the events in our life, we gain knowledge and our soul’s purpose is fulfilled. The memory becomes wisdom to be contributed to the earth, to the universe and to your soul’s evolution. Remember, your soul cannot go any further than an un-experienced event.
If you are reading this today, it is time to look where you are continuing to tell the same stories over and over again. Go back in time to where this story began and ask to be given the wisdom behind the story so you can grow beyond the repeating circumstance and get on with life. Write the story down and take responsibility for the action by seeing what it taught you, no matter how horrible it might be. Keep writing until you get the A-HA! Then move on.
Faith requires us to move forward in our life without knowing the outcome. Under the umbrella of reason, taking risks makes no sense. ”Only a fool risks reason.” Yet, it is our risking and moving beyond reason that determines our faith. When we risk, we experience a moment of absolute freedom from limitation and reconnect to the boundlessness of our super-consciousness. Our super-consciousness directs all manifestations from within and is the activating principle of all existence and expression. Faith is the vitality principle that occurs prior to manifestation.
If you are reading this today, it is time for you to move to a new level in your life. You are being asked to let go of reason and to move forward in faith trusting that all outcomes are in your favor. It is time to sidestep logic and move to new uncharted waters far beyond the bounds of limitations. Be willing to risk reason for an experience.
I give up my investment in being right. I accept myself as I am. I release blame and accept myself as the source of my experience. I know I am love, even when I am not. I find peace in my truths. I speak my truth to determine my peace. I set boundaries and allow others to do the same. I no longer live for others, I live for myself. I accept and embrace change as adventure. I see my experience as knowledge. I know that all that comes toward me is merely a reflection of me, whether I like it or not. I multiply quality, laughter, joy, beauty and ideas. I know my creativity is my key to being fruitful. I accept life as fun and laughter as healing. I stop taking myself seriously. I know my answers are within. I accept myself as an authority on me. I allow others to be their own authority. I stop living other peoples’ lives and live my own life. I give up control and bring in flexibility. I accept responsibility for my creative power. I allow my light to bring me awareness. I know and accept my duality and my polarity. I accept the paradoxes in myself, in others and in life. I know my free will is my gift; and I accept the choices that come with my free will. I take my power in all situations rather than letting things happen to me. I recognize my victories and acknowledge my accomplishments. I accept the fact that there is no one else like me. I allow my uniqueness, my identity and my originality to be a source of celebration. I know I have the power to manifest in every moment. I know flow requires opposites. I accept my opposites as a source of motivation. I interpret life for myself. I listen to my inner voice. I know I am the point of my own power. I risk reason for an experience. I let my past reconstruct behind me and move on. I give up reviewing and get into vision. I turn my fear into faith. I turn my judgment into understanding. I let negativity flow through me, not become me. I know I am the source of my life, my love and my experience. I am completely self-determined and give others the same right.
I Am Love, I Am Light, I Am Life, I Am Peace, I Am Power,
I Am Beauty, I Am Harmony, I Am Abundance. I Am Joy.
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The soul’s purpose is to experience. The mind’s purpose is to judge and allow or deny the experience. The emotion’s purpose is to express or repress the experience. The body’s purpose is to facilitate or to store the experience.
Through the passageway of this axiom we can look within and see how deeply embedded our denial or determination is. This axiom shows us that our primal choice is to experience life through action and demonstrate how we allow judgment to stop the experience. When we deny our experience, we store it for a later date. In storing or warehousing our experience, we can trust that it will come up again, giving us an opportunity to complete.
Remember, thought precedes action. How often we get stuck in thought and never move to the allowing, expressing or facilitating part of the equation. The risk required for action is often uncomfortable. Taking a risk shows us whether or not we are committed to life and to ourselves. Making the statement, ”I’m going for it no matter what,” requires faith. (Faith cannot be determined without risk.) Everything you ever wanted is one step beyond your comfort zone.
If you are reading this today, you are being asked to go for it and experience the gusto that comes when you go one step beyond that which you have judged as comfortable.
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